I've been waiting some time now to write this post and it is with a thankful heart that I finally get to write this. In big news, I got a job!!! Matthew and I have been praying and waiting for this for several months. I just got the official word last week that I had been offered a job at the University of West Florida. My job will be helping oversee students' volunteer and service learning opportunities. I'm so excited about this particular job for a few reasons:
1. It focuses on student development outside of the classroom, which I was really looking for with this job change
2. I get to stay at a 4-year institution
3. I get to stay in Higher Education
4. This job aligns perfectly with what Christ teaches - serving others. Not only do I get to serve students, but I get to teach students how to serve. What could be better?!
There was about a 3-month waiting period before getting this job. I have to say that God taught me a lot in those 3 months (but doesn't He always). Before we had even gotten to Pensacola, I had been applying for jobs here in higher education, but nothing was working out. Then we got here and it was actually OK that I wasn't working because we had a lot to get set up and situated with the move. Then, once things calmed down and we got settled, I enjoyed not working for about a week. Then after that, it started to get a little boring. People were telling me to enjoy this time I had not working, but it was so hard. I started questioning my purpose...like what am I doing here in Pensacola? I don't know anybody, don't have any friends here (other than Matthew). It was just a very challenging time. But the Holy Spirit kept reminding me, "You DO have purpose. Your purpose is in ME!"
I continued to reflect on that and really started holding strong to the promise of Jeremiah 29:11. Now, if I'm being totally honest, I have to say that I always felt like this verse can be a little over-used. If something is going wrong in someone's life, just quote them Jeremiah 29:11 or if a challenge or difficulty came up, just quote Jeremiah 29:11. It was a good scripture, but I never truly understood it's truth until I had to cling to it. When I was being challenged with questions about my purpose, I started to recite Jeremiah 29:11 over and over in my mind. I truly started to BELIEVE it and it's relevance for my life. When I found out about the job, I felt as though God was saying, "See, I told you. I DO have a plan for you and it's GOOD!" God teaches us a lot during waiting periods. My lessons in this teaching moment are several: that God keeps His promises, His timing is perfect and that He brought both Matthew and me here to Pensacola for a specific purpose that only we can fulfill. It's so great to know a God who has great things in store if we simply wait on Him and trust Him completely!
"'For I know the plans I have for you,' declares the Lord, 'plans to prosper you, not to harm you. Plans to give you a hope and a future.'" -Jeremiah 29:11